I'm posting this because this is a reminder of the person i once was and never again will be. I use to do this years ago and I was doing alright. keeping clean till a few months ago when i had a terrible melt down. I'm working and improving, I'm working with others, digging into the roots to trying to figure out why i did what i did. I didn't post this for anyone else but for myself. If you have something to say that is negative and offensive, then keep it to yourself. If you have something to say otherwise then comment. I honestly believe i did this so i would ignore my emotions and thoughts and focus on something external rather than internal. This isn't a cry for help either. This is for myself to reflect on the person i one was and the person i'm trying to distance myself away from.